I never knew this kind of lonely, but now I do. While I roll around in bed, I decided to switch on the radio, the tv and the desk lamp because light and sound are supposed to help me relieve the loneliness ain't it?

It doesn't get better. I hug the bolster tightly and bury my head in the pillow that lingers with your smell. I sing myself to sleep. Tomorrow will be one day closer to the next time I see you. It really isn't that far away, Ari, go to sleep..........

I have always thought of myself as a loner. I love my own personal space.

But maybe just not this much.

IamnotabandonedIamnotlonelyIhavepeoplewholovemesleepsleepsleepsleep.