I don't even know why I'm blogging right now. I actually have a hell lot of things to pour out but I can't seem to find the appropriate words..

All I know is, I've never felt so much pain feeling like a total loser before. Life of a repeat student..? I think maybe it's just me......

I hate myself. Wish I weren't any similar to the bastard hell of a father of mine. But the cold hard truth is: I am.